Today I had a thought of you,
It is not that worth thinking of you,
I know you have another one,
And all what happened between us is done.
You can keep him if you want,
I don’t care anymore about what you want,
You abused my trust, you really scared me,
All the tears I cried in the deep blue sea.
Not only the memories are left,
In fact it is only you who left,
And so you went away,
I never forced you to stay.
The biggest luck was being without you,
I can go a better way in life without you,
I will show you that I don’t need you,
And honestly, you don’t need me too.
Written in: July 2012
Adopted from: Schmitz, Timo. For better and for worse – A collection poems. Berlin, 2013. ISBN 978-3-8442-6222-3. All rights reserved.